Love Care And Share =)

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2011-06-13T17:30:00.002+08:00

Hi people :)

I'm no longer blogging in this blog anymore.

My new blog will be http://lovecareandshare.wordpress.com/

2010-10-26T01:36:00.001+08:00

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为什么才道别就又想再见面..

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Real happy =)))

2010-10-19T02:04:00.003+08:00

I've been real happy this year especially since Aug till now.. this 3 months has been great for me! Not much problems and happily living everyday =)

Small things can make me happy! I wish to be this happy every single day.. Thanks for making me happy and happy and real happy =))

This year is really a great year for me especially june till now and especially this few months.. Not much worries and stuffs.. makes me happy :) everything is fine except my health..(hopefully it's fine too)

My bestest bestfriends..

2010-08-31T18:35:00.004+08:00

Some memories with my bestest bestfrens.. ^^

Although I may not be by your side at all times, but the both of you will always be in my heart :)

My wish is to be bestfrens with you all till I grow old =)

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My feeling right now..

2010-08-27T03:33:00.001+08:00

I am seriously disappointed.

Which type of guy will you choose?

2010-08-23T18:11:00.002+08:00

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Yesterday talked to shan, I asked her which type of guy would she choose to marry...

If there's a guy Mr. ABC who has 30k in his bank and current salary is 3k per month and there's another guy Mr. XYZ who has only 2k in his bank and current salary is 1k per month. But Mr. XYZ is very caring and everything give in to you and adore you and treat you like his number one priority without you he will die(something like that)..

And on the other hand Mr ABC is not as caring as Mr XYZ, and he doesn't wish to give in to you and has bad temper, but he still treats you as his priority and he places you first than his friends or family, but without you he will not "die" like Mr XYZ.

And Mr ABC out of 4 times he go out with you, 1 time he will bring you to eat fast food(KFC/Mac/MOS burger) and 3 times he will being you to normal restaurant(for example Ajisan(cost above $15 per person), monthly anniversary bring you to middle class restaurant celebrate for example Seoul Garden(cost above $30 per person) and every year anniversary bring you to high class restaurant for example Ritz Carlton hotel buffet dinner, Paris international restaurant, orchard hotel restaurant(cost around $50 to $100 per person)

But for Mr XYZ, out of 1 week he go out with you, 6 days he bring you to coffee shop eat($3 per person) and 1 day he bring you to MAC,KFC($5 to $8), then every month anniversary bring you to eat MOS burger ($8 per person), every year bring you to normal restaurant for example Ajisan($15 to $20 per person). Or worst still, he would just say "lets cook at home eat everyday save money.

Mr XYZ will play with you and maybe bring you to go out have fun like go playground play catching or what. But Mr ABC is a serious person, he will not really play with you as he feels that it's childish and he's not really interested in all these.

Mr ABC will bring you overseas every year or bring you to nice villas or to a high class and romantic place, but Mr XYZ wants to save money so he doesn't bring you to all these..

If you go with ABC you won't quarrel over any money issues and don't need to worry about money but he might not play with you or be as caring as compared to XYZ. But if you choose XYZ you might quarrel about money issues everytime after you get married and everything also have to save save save. Can't on Aircon, can't use too much electricity or water, eat at home also always eat vegetables or cheap stuffs. But XYZ is more sweet than ABC..

I ask shan which will she choose, she say"dunno. Can combine all the good qualities together ABC also very caring?" LOL... For me I also dunno which to choose. I also hope can combine.. but I know that it's impossible because nobody is perfect. So I'm looking for a person name nobody.. LOL..joking..

If it's you, which one will you choose?

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Random thoughts

2010-08-23T16:45:00.004+08:00

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Feeling a bit tired.. But thinking of someone and some things right now.. Die liao I think I more and more like owl le.. at night very awake and in the day time very sleepy :x

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Happy :)

2010-08-23T01:02:00.003+08:00

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Life have been good for now. Especially since the month of August. I've been happy and fine =)

I hope things can stay this way.. No worries no troubles, everyday living happily. ^^

Today meet bestie shan and we had a long talk.. We talk about lots of stuffs for 2 hours.. bestie pr actually wanted to meet us but in the end never..
Talked about life, about family, about relationship, about friends, and some craps.. lOl..

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I love myself :)

2010-08-09T21:20:00.001+08:00

These are some new photos to update ^^

My leg is bandage like a dumpling now :(

2010-06-01T01:50:00.006+08:00

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Haix.. My leg is bandage like a dumpling now after going to see the doctor..

Last time i had an accident b4.. then now the old injury came back and i sometimes will have pain while walking, especially if I carry heavy stuffs.. so i scared and i went to see a doc.. and the doctor give me injection plus some weird stuffs den after that bandage my knee.. now my leg like dumpling lorx.. sigh..
Last time I went to camp then during campfire I step into a hole in the grass and I kind of twisted my knee and I went to hospital and put cast and still need walk with clutches that time.. Omg luh now tink of it also very scary sia.:(

Cos this few months when carry heavy things i also will feel a bit pain.. and sometimes walk too much then walk halfway also will pain.. i feel more n more weird le den i a bit scared le so i tel my parents they ask me go see doc..

I got injection also.. T.T

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Pictures to end off for the day :) ....

My dumpling knee:(

Thank all of you! :)

2010-05-25T02:20:00.002+08:00

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It has been quite some time since I last blogged..
Firstly, I'm fine and happy. I would like to thank those who have helped me to think of solutions to get back my pay. Thank you all so much. :))

Secondly, I dreamt of something which really made me feel weird but yet makes me think a lot.. I cried in that dream.. So touched by what I heard from him and everything seems so real.. But before I could carry on knowing what will happen next, I woke up.. T.T

Third, this few weeks I've been thinking a lot about some stuffs. I finally get myself pictured out what I really want in my life.

Forth, I want to continue smiling every single day :)

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A tiring but happy day :D

2010-04-09T01:53:00.002+08:00

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Today was a tiring day cos I work till 7pm.. So tiring. But I'm happy:D
Went town and walk a while.. Smiling and smiling..

Thanks for accompanying me home
And thanks for putting that smile on my face ^^

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Happy! =D

2010-04-08T01:20:00.003+08:00

This few days I've been feeling very very happy. I realized so many things that I didn't. Even though "bad thing" happened, but the good things are enough to cover the bad thing. I felt so happy, especially sunday to tuesday. And today(wednesday).

There are some things that I don't know how to put them in words, but I felt it..

Thanks for everything

Happy=)

2010-03-19T03:05:00.004+08:00

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Feeling happy:))

Work was tiring.. And I've been busy.. But I'm happy:)
Sometimes, thinking in a positive way makes one feel happy.
We should be kind to others no matter it is to the elderly or to your bestfriend or a child.

-You've never fail to put a smile on my face:)

I wanna laugh and laugh everyday being so so happy=))))

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And about another issue, there are 2 people that I would like to thank.. Wendy and Yan Ling. Thank you for helping me! :)

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2010-02-01T19:03:00.003+08:00

It's killing me...

2009-12-11T02:13:00.004+08:00

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Here I am feeling so stress right now. Tml is UT and yet I haven study. I'm trying hard to absorb but my brain cells seems so dead. Everything is so stress. Stress is all I feel right now.

The cold air seems to weaken my brain.

Everything is flooding me. My life is just too busy and stress for me. Finish work at 11pm next day go study got to wake up so early. Every single day I feel I don't have enough rest, just like a never ending marathon. It's killing me.

I wonder.

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This is me..

2009-11-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

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I am a girl who will never give up on something if I really want to do it.
And I believe in this phrase <"you reap what you sow">
If you are a kind person, others will be kind towards you too =)

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So sad... my entrepreneurship =/

2009-10-19T11:28:00.003+08:00

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School seems screwed up. That idiot head of SEG, I choose entrepreneurship as my freely chosen module then now he come and tell me I have to change module or else I will retain. I was like, wtf? Seriously this is how I feel. I love that module so much and that is my favorite module, that class is good too. But now, EVERYTHING IS GONE =(

I've changed it to marketing. Hopefully things will go out well. There was good news and bad news. Good news is I'm in the same class with bestfriend. Bad news is I lost my favourite module.

Ever since sch start, I haven had any good rest at all. Everyday seems so rush and tiring. 4 days out of 7days i'm working, 1 day for final year project. Left with 2 days of free day. Feel so suffercoated with my tight schedue =/

Somemore I will be working till 11pm, next day still have to wake up at 7am+..

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Memories..

2009-09-29T03:41:00.010+08:00

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Someone's birthday is coming soon.
Here are some memories of us... =)

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2009-09-29T02:32:00.003+08:00

Friday went to celebrate Shan Wei's birthday.. Actually wanna buy a cake for her de but in the end never cos when I went to that place which sells half kg cake(smaller size) they sold out le. Cos we only have 4 people so didn't want a big cake(plus we are going to eat steamboat so also cant finish the cake if it's too big).. We went to bugis to eat steamboat. And after that went to bugis junction for a while then went to Party World.. *Sudenly I fell in love with singing:)
I only have this few pictures with me.. The rest was taken with shan's camera:) Wait till she send me all the pictures I'll upload them =)

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I've not been feeling well ever since Saturday while I'm working. On that day I had diarrhea.. Keep going to the toilet to make "choco cake". The worst thing is that friday I slept at 4am and I need to wake up at 8am on sat for work.. And sunday I wasn't feeling well. Had fever, headache and also stomache. I dunno what happen to my stomach, but till today I found out that yesterday actually I am having stomach cramp and not stomache.. Cos today I had cramps... =(
Hopefully it heals soon.

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2009-09-23T02:46:00.002+08:00

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This few weeks quite a number of things happened. Including cooking Maggie mee with 4 eggs to eat in the middle of the night at 1am.. But no choice, I'm hungry.

And I have to work for 4 days straight.. Super tiring..

And while I was on the bus today I kept asking myself, what love really is. Anybody also can say "I Love You", but do they really know what it mean?

I admit I myself also can't define the exact term. But love to me is Adore, Care, Listening, Encouraging, helping each other, treating the other like how you want them to treat you.

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:))))))

2009-09-09T02:59:00.002+08:00

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Actually I've been thinking all this while about something.
After someone told me something, I felt that it was quite true. And I have made a decision. I hope this is a wise decision. Hopefully things will go smoothly =)

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In the middle of the night..

2009-08-25T01:39:00.005+08:00

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Here I am blogging in the middle of the night at 1.55am. Tomorrow is UT and I am having headache and not feeling well. Somemore ear pain and itch due to the new piercings.

I am feeling very stress. This is the only paper that I feel so stress. And this is the module that I pin my greatest hopes on. I wanna study, but I feel that I'm too stress to study. =(

Sigh..

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But here's some pictures to update...

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I'll remember them =)

2009-07-27T19:48:00.002+08:00

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Sorry readers, I've not been updating for 20 days. Have been really busy and plus not feeling well.

Even though there was some things that was not very good(eg, my bday,the mac coke inside the flies, feeling unwell)

But there are things that really made me very happy. Thanks. I'll remember them =)

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2009-07-27T19:33:00.002+08:00

Loss for words

2009-07-06T03:22:00.003+08:00

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So many many things to update. But I will be quite busy this week due to exams >.<"

Will update soon!~ =]

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I got to learn=)

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P.m- Lots of thanks(:

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=DDDDD

2009-06-29T02:23:00.004+08:00

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I am happy! Really really happy(:

About.... and .... (Secret!)

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P.m- everything is fine already(: Thanks.

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2009-06-25T03:23:00.003+08:00

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I guess no words can describe how I'm feeling right now...

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=)

2009-06-17T12:13:00.005+08:00

I shall blog as I've promised. =))

Dearest Joanne and Shermin~
This post is specially for you.

And thanks for giving me all the joy and fun..

Sorry!! I know this have been long overdue.. =/

... This is at a place somewhere in Pasir Ris..
It was nice of them to come to my work place and find me after work. :)

I will let the pictures do the talking..

Me, shermin and Joanne =)
Photo taken after bbq at YM's place.

P.s- I was shocked to hear that you haven been visiting my blog everyday.. Thanks for visiting my blog so often. I will update and blog more! (:

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Being random..

2009-06-13T00:50:00.002+08:00

On Wendy's birthday=]

There are still more others. But not all will be uploaded here cos blogger's picture uploader very lag =.='

Will upload again soon >.<"

|Pictures of you, Pictures of me|

2009-06-08T00:46:00.003+08:00

|Pictures of you, Pictures of me|

So many things dwelling in my mind.. Really don't know what to write now.
Too many things to write but yet here I am feeling so sleepy and tired..

P.s- Thanks for inviting me.. Sorry for not going to today's chalet. I'm too tired and sleepy already, cos Fri night reached home at 3am and sleep few hours only then yesterday went Bbq and ton the whole night didn't sleep at all till now. =x

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2009-06-06T04:24:00.003+08:00

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Now got no time cos it's already 4.30am and I'm feeling sleepy.
(Even though mentally still not tired >.<" ) .
I'll update my blog with more pictures soon alright.

Stay Tuned=)

Goodnight peoples.

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Someone told me this..

2009-06-06T04:15:00.003+08:00

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"If you love someone, Believe it. Someone that you think of is the place where you belong to."

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I was thinking...

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Do you believe.. ?

2009-06-04T00:24:00.002+08:00

Some things are meant to be unsaid..
Some things are meant to be undone..
Some things are meant to be this way..

Do you believe in all these "meant to be" ?

Well I don't.

To be, I believe that the future lies in your own hands.
It's you who make it right or wrong, happy or sad, good or bad..
Time is really short.

For eg,
Now this moment you tell a girl you really love her,
but previously you scolded her vulgar or was rude to her like dunno what.

Does all these called "meant to be" ? Of cause not. This is what you created, not meant to be.

For eg, You betrayed her last time and you said it's "meant to be".
Of cause not right?

Summarize of the whole thing is..

Future lies in your own hands. It's up to one to go for it.

Last time maybe I will feel that somethings is best left unsaid,
but 2 days ago I realized some things...
and I told myself that I want to say out what I really want to say, do what I want to do.
I just don't want to have any regrets in life.

But sometimes some things can just stop me from saying the things I wanted to say..

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Just some interesting things to share

2009-05-29T17:24:00.001+08:00

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Has Murphy paid you a visit? And how did I recover from it? (LOL just a random and unforgettable one)

Ps- Murphy means If anything can go wrong, it will go wrong. And it will happen in the worst possible way.

A few years back,

I organized a bbq for my friends in May 2007. I invited about nearly 50 friends.

What happen was that we all met at Pasir Ris and we took the bus there. Upon reaching the destination, we saw other people using our bbq pit. We were all very angry and one of my friends confronted them. They said they book that bbq pit too. And we were shocked, the other party was shock too. And after that one of them ask my friend to take out the receipt of the booking of the bbq pit. And guess what. The bbq pit that we booked was actually one month earlier! We were so embarrassed and we apologize to them for the confrontation.

I was totally at a loss of what to do and what should I say to my friends because I am the one who organize this bbq and I’m the one who invited everyone. Everyone’s mood seems spoiled too. I told myself that this isn’t going to work out if everyone were to go home having a sad face. And then.. suddenly I thought of an idea, that is to self make a “mini bbq”. What I did was to use one of the aluminum tray to put the charcoal, and put another tray at the bottom to prevent the grass from being burnt(haha). Then after that I put the wire gauge(for the bbq) on top of the tray that has the charcoal. And guess what. I managed to start the fire and here comes our mini bbq! Everyone seems more excited about this mini bbq than to the actual bbq! We had our food “bbq-ed”, and the whole thing is just like a normal bbq but more interesting. =D And after the whole event, they told me that this was the most memorable and unforgettable bbq that they ever had. (:

*Of cause there are still some funny things that happened on that day.

But the story is too long, lazy to type it out. >.<"

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It's just...

2009-05-28T11:29:00.001+08:00

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So many things hanging in the air.

Many things undone and need to do.

All I am feeling is

stress
stress
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And being random here in the middle of the night,
I am craving for my bubble tea and Pink dolphin..

These few days I've been thinking about some things.

Thinking and deep into thoughts as flashes of some things came into my mind.

Perhaps.

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Sidetrack a little..

Night At The Museum 2 was nice (:

Alright.

Guess I shall end here ba. Tml's gonna be a long day for me..

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2009-05-27T12:22:00.006+08:00

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So many things to blog about, but I got no time to blog.. >.<"

Firstly, I'm sick and tired of sore throat. Till now still haven recover. Sianz!

Secondly, my hand recovered le.

Thirdly, these few days were like roller coaster. Mixed feelings involved too

Fourthly, I might be taking up another additional job.

Fifthly, I want to earn more money!

Sixthly, To those people(s) that I didn't/very very late reply or didn't answer your calls.. I'm sorry.. I've been busy. =/

Seventhly, To those peoples that cared and were concerned about me, Thank Yous(:
Your concerns have been greatly appreciated. =)

Eighthly, All the memories will be kept.

Ninethly, Thanks for all the invitations(whether it is bbq/outings/movies/chalets/birthday celebrations/gatherings/pool/Kbox). P.M- Sorry if I didn't attend due to busy-ness. =/ But I promise will attend if I have the time (:

Tenthly, Thanks for the liang chas(Aloe Vera Honey,Luo Han Guo, Cooling water, pure liang cha), the lozenges, strepsils, mineral water, etc.

Eleventhly, Thanks for all the morning calls.

Twelthly, Thanks those who tried to cheer me up while I was feeling down.

Thirtheenly, Thanks to those who accompanied me to study for UTs.

Forteenthly, Thank for helping overcome the fear of the priate ship.

Fifteenly, Thank (shan,pr,mandy,wendy,and others) who share my rantings and problems.

And the list goes on...

P.m- Kinda miss Sentosa and a island

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Damm dulan sia

2009-05-26T14:42:00.003+08:00

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Sigh.. Now what?

I'm damm pissed off sia.

Who do you think you are. What do you think you are trying to do?

Argh!!!! Damn it. =(

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2009-05-12T01:41:00.002+08:00

Are there really true and pure love in this world?

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Everything has no shortcuts.

2009-05-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

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Firstly, I wanna thank those who always come to visit this blog. And I sincerely apologize for not updating as frequently this two weeks.

School started, everything have been so busy.
Thinking back, I didn't really have enough sleep everyday. I was sleeping for only 4 to 6 hours everyday. My life is busy. Really busy till I don't even have time for myself.

Am I independent enough? This is what I always ask myself from time to time.

I have learnt the hard way of life. Everything has no shortcuts. Everything needs to have perseverance. It is the key to success. Great things need real sacrifices.

People always say "Everything happen a reason". But why don't I see any reason?

Things are really getting out of hand. I really wonder.

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2009-05-08T01:59:00.003+08:00

Life have been really busy for me. Too busy till I don't even have time to relax. Everyday have been a long and tiring day for me. So many things to cope with and to worry about.

1)FYP
2)Financial Planning
3)Work
4)Studies
5)Complicated matters

The only thing that have been right was friendship. Everything was fine. *I'm sorry if I didn't reply you and just reply only few hours later/ the next day. I was really busy.

I'm not as brave as last time. Too many things had happened and it had really created a big impact in my life.

Things that I found out that I'm not like last time anymore..

1)I don't trust people easily anymore(especially guys)
2)I can't take it when guys are violent
3)I will not forget if somebody ever leave me in the lurch just when I needed help the most
4)I am more independent
5)I can't stand people who are rude
6)If you lie to me, i will never believe you or trust you anymore
7)CANNOT stand it when people make empty promises
8)Will never forgive a person if he/she ever betray me
9)I've understand myself more deeply

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How I wished I wasn't that busy too. Too many things have happened. Just too many things.

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2009-05-03T02:34:00.002+08:00

It's raining so heavily right now.
Thunder and lighting flashed across me. I was thinking to myself..

Damm lots of things..

I really don't know what is happening anymore. Everything seems to be so confusing.. omg=(

Everything is in a mess right now. sigh

2009-04-25T23:31:00.004+08:00

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It has been a long long time since I blogged. This whole week was really a busy week for me. School starts. Everything was just so hard for me. Last week some of the weekdays I got to work, Wed had FYP. Yesterday went out with Bestie and we chatted our hearts out. Just so many things. Too many things happen on me. It was just too much for me to even take it. Everything seems so complicated and confusing to me. I wished it wasn't like that too.

Everything seems to be in a mess right now. School, Work, Friendship, Love.

Every good things comes with sacrifices.. ...

It was really true. Just take one very good real life example. One of the days I was finally in the same class with my bestfren. This 2 years of studying in RP, there wasn't even once I was in the same class with my bestfren. Till this year. I was so so so happy when I know that I was in the same class. BUT.. every good thing that happen to you, something bad will happen too. You know what.. That day when I was in the same class as her. The faci totally.... .... ....was super fierce and strict. =(

Haven is fair, they give you good thing but you have to take something in exchange.

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Random pictures...

2009-04-06T01:55:00.003+08:00

My current job totally CMI

2009-04-04T03:31:00.001+08:00

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My current job totally CMI(cannot make it). It's leading me to having tight budget.
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What happen is that for my job, I was told that every end of the month we will get our pay.
At the end of March, I went to check my bank. I thought that I will have march's pay but then after that i realize I only got the pay for Feb which is very little(cos i only start work at around end of Feb).

Then i went to ask my in-charge. She say, for our company you will only get pay one month later. means the total number of days you work for Feb u can only get all the pay at the end of march, for March's pay you can only get all the pay at the end of April.

Which I think this whole system is very CUI.
cui= cannot make it

Oh my god right?

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A song i created by myself

2009-04-01T03:18:00.003+08:00

My feelings..

星星亮了
在这深夜里
寂寞的我

觉得好沉默好伤心
泪水就像一串串珍珠
不断的从眼睛流了下来
我好想控制我的眼泪

我的天空今天有点黑
我的心事闷闷的藏在心里
心碎的我孤独的在黑暗里面
是否能告诉自己好好生活

©fiondiary.blogspot.com

Thinking of lots of things

2009-03-24T03:56:00.004+08:00

It's going to be 4am but I just can't get myself to sleep. I'm thinking. Thinking of lots of things that have been flooding into my mind.

It's clouding up my mind.

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Mixed feelings~

2009-03-24T03:11:00.008+08:00

Mixed feelings~

One problem is gone, another came.
These few days I've been having sudden headache and suddenly I will feel giddy. I'm not sure what happened also. Maybe it's due to my late sleep?
Somebody is not feeling well too. I hope he gets well soon.

Someone said"
It's not about how many good points you have.
It's about how little bad points you have."

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2009-03-19T14:04:00.005+08:00

Thurs went suntec with pr and shan. I met pr first as shan went to meet sy till 8pm plus. Pr say she wanted to buy belt and heels to match her dress. So we went to quite a lot of shops to see. And after shopping for 3 hours plus, shan reached and we went Pasta Mania to eat. It's my first time eating spagatti at pasta mania. >.< cheese ="x">.<
AFter that we went around to shop for belt. ... And I finally bought my Esprit belt. =)
I like the design!

Tue was a off-day for me. But I wasn't feeling well. Had headache and sore throat.
And the worst thing is my fan broke-down! I can't live without a fan =( So he accompanied me to buy a fan. And he was so kind to carry it for me(it was quite heavy). He also had sore throat and not feeling well. So I bought him liang cha(: Even though the taste is a bit ***** but it's the heart that counts right? =)

After going home he waited for me downstairs and we went to chat and slack. ^^

And home sweet home.

FionTheGirl

2009-03-18T02:25:00.002+08:00

I am a girl who will never give up on something if I really want to do it.

And I believe in this phrase <"You reap what you sow">

If you are a kind person, others will also be kind towards you =)

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2009-03-17T02:48:00.009+08:00

LoVE Is BLiND

The coldness of the wind blew through me...

When will it stop...

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i should have know that you would do tis to me ='/

2009-03-15T02:15:00.004+08:00

I should have learnt my lesson that history repeats itself.
Should have believed a leopard will never change it's spots.

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I knew it

2009-03-14T03:34:00.000+08:00

I realized.

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Marina Barrage(:

2009-03-04T03:42:00.005+08:00

Long time never go marina barrage le. hee about 2 months plus.
The place is really very nice. xD

Today was fun and happy. =P
While working, colleagues were VERY FUN and out-going (=
Chit chat- joke joke- talk talk- play play. *haha

He came to find me during my break time. And we had POPEYE. We ordered 3 piece chicken SET MEAL with additional whipped potato and onion rings. I eat till so so full. Hehe.
He eat the whipped potato a bit then he suddenly stopped. I ask him, why dun wan eat le?
Then he say, :You eat first, u full le den i eat. Cos you going to work later..

So nice =]

After that went to buy carrot juice. ;)

Today whole day so happy.
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Today I am so so so happy! =)

2009-03-03T02:08:00.004+08:00

Today, 02/03/09 (Mon) was really a great and happy and lucky day for me.
First thing that happened in the morning while i was on the way to work..

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While the bus was on highway.. suddenly a NS truck drove in front of my bus. And the suay(unlucky) thing that happen is that for the 15mins plus on highway, the NS truck was driving at a super super tortoise speed (about 30 or 40km/hr). =X

Somemore I going to be late already.
I was thinking to myself.. surely die le la.. =(

But guess what. In the end i was not late!!
I managed to be on time. I was so relief and happy! xDDD

Three reasons that I am happy about.
1st thing that happen, I was not late even though the tortoise bus was so slow.
2nd thing, today during work, colleagues were fun and friendly.
3rd thing happy happy!! (: -I received flowers.
4th thing, my mood was really very good today. xD

Thanks for the flowers.
I love the bears inside!

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I believe (:

2009-03-02T02:44:00.003+08:00

I really feel so much better after chatting with u(Jing ru). Thanks for your concern and showing me the right path.

In true love, there will always be respect for the other person.
If u truly love a person, u want tat person to be happy,
you will never do anything to hurt that person.
Even if that person doesn't like you, you still want tat person to be happy.

True love is, there must be respect and wanting the other person to be happy.
There must a be trust that the person will never hurt me.
It's also both parties respect each other's needs.
For eg if i hope my partner will do something, i know my partner will be happier doing something else, i will support.

The power must be equally shared. Got give got take, anything happen can discuss.
Not like win/lose situation.
Relationship is not a competition.

-Jing Ru

I believe in having a compassionate heart and treating people with true care and concern (:

-FionTheGirl

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what is true love?

2009-03-02T01:50:00.004+08:00

What is real hurt?

What is real happiness?

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I have tried my best

2009-03-01T03:09:00.010+08:00

What is love to you?

Everytime you say you love me but you keep doing this kind of things.
You make me feel that you just took me for-granted.

I treated you good.
I cared for you.
I try to be funny sometimes and play with you or joke with you.
I planned everything for your birthday. Just wanted you to enjoy and be happy.
I tried to create memories of us.
Why do you treat me bad?

I tried my best.
But.. :'(

These few days I've been crying all alone in the middle of the night.
I was sad.
I was disappointed with myself.
I really thought that you would treat me good like what you say.

I guess I was just too naive to believe your words.

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Recent Pictures

2009-03-01T01:54:00.010+08:00

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Thank You

2009-02-27T03:03:00.008+08:00

This is also my Bestfriend, Pr.

I felt your sincerity. Thanks for calling me to ask if I am alright.
When I was in tears you called me to cheer me up and hear me out.
I feel a lot better after talking to you.

Today I realized you treated me extra good. And I appreciated them =]

These are some of the past photos..

I really feel so fortunate to have her and shan as my bestfriends.

We have been friends since secondary school. I love you all. =)

You was not there when I needed you.
You left me in the lurch.

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WHAT IS LOVE?

2009-02-26T03:40:00.007+08:00

What is "LOVE"

And what "TRUE LOVE" is

If there's "TRUE LOVE", what is "FALSE LOVE"

LOVE = is you will feel happy when you are with the person and you will tend to care for him/her.

TRUE LOVE = is you will happy when you are with the person and it is when u really care for him/her(even small things counts), take care of him when he's sick, lend him your listening ears and shoulders when he needs them, show him tat you truly love him by being faithful and loyal to him, don't lie to him, be frank to him. And also hug him when he's cold or when he tells you that he misses u. A very important thing-If a person TRULY loves you, he/she will be willing to sacrifice big things for you.

FALSE LOVE = false love is when you just need the other person(whether it is for money or for a companion, or just for sex, or just for play play and not serious).

Love does not change, the only change there will be is changes in a person
changes in a person behaviors may lead to changes in love
like for eg

If a person from a very pure relationship, the guy suddenly feel tat he wan sex den he ask from the gal and the gal dun give, then they will quarrel or the guy may be not happy, then the guy might look for other people or the guy may keep asking her for it. if this happens, love becomes tentative for the girl because she will not have security and assurance.

Then why bother loving? Because...

When u really like someone, u will keep wanting to care for her, see her, be close to her, know her more.. long already then you two will be very comfortable with each other and will enjoy each other's company and will start to love each other more and more.. it feels like a family(especially when their parents or grandparents know you and they likes you) or should i say it's like a bond. You will feel very close to each other. just knowing that u just wan to be with him. Even if the earth crash, the last person you will wish to be with is him.

©FionTheGirl™

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Someone who makes a big difference in my life..

2009-02-24T02:51:00.007+08:00

Just some random posts.. =]

2 Hands...

2 pairs of legs...

2 Pairs of slippers...

2 pairs of unique eyes...

And 2 pairs of smiles =)

This is my Bestfriend and I.

She(and also pr) is someone who makes a big difference in my life and someone that I'll never forget. =)

Can you tel me what is believe?

How to believe?

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An island filled with memories

2009-02-23T00:13:00.009+08:00

Just a bit random. Don't know why I suddenly thought of this place..So decided to blog it out.
It's jux a place that I won't forget.

Today went temple, after that I was thinking whether to go my grandma house or to meet my friends.. In the end due to some factors I decided to meet my friends. Wanted to catch a movie but in the end we eat till we miss the time for the movie so we chatted and slack around.

I've not been feeling well. Had headache and flu. Tomorrow still got work. So sad. =(

But something make me more sad. ='/

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Suddenly I realise so many things.
Why will tears roll down my face.. ='/

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My hairstyle last time..

2009-02-22T02:25:00.003+08:00

Should I cut my fringe short again? >.<

I am feeling so confused

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Revenge? Different perceptions?

2009-02-21T02:38:00.005+08:00

Look at this picture ^
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What's the 1st thing you think of?

Rainbow?

Romantic scenery?

Blue lighted bridge?

River view?

Different people have different perceptions. The most important thing is not which answer is right or wrong, it is the process of thinking and is it logical a not. =]

Something that I've learnt..

Revenge?

How do you feel about revenge?

Will you take revenge if people hurt you?

Why do people want to take revenge?

Satisfactions?

Hatred?

Pride?

Ego?

When you take revenge...
Will it help to cure the hate or dislike that you have for somebody?

Will it help to make yourself feel better?

It might help you to feel better. But it is only for short term.
After quite sometime you will actually come to a realization that actually the anger and the hatred is still inside you. And it is making you feel "boiling inside".

"You Reap What You Sow"
Have you heard of this saying?
This is also the same as if you do good deeds you will have good merits, if you do bad or evil things you will have bad karma.

So instead of you taking revenge on that person, why not let him have his own taste of his medicine by other means. one day he will sure suffer what he did himself. If you take revenge, then you yourself is also causing bad karma for yourself. Right?

So why not just stay happy. Forgive and forget. =]

©FionTheGirl™

Is it logical or reasonable?

2009-02-19T01:36:00.003+08:00

Wrong to be pretty?

You said you treat me bad because I'm pretty so I have bad karma?

Is it logical or reasonable?

Why don't you have some honesty and be frank with me?

2009-01-30T01:47:00.005+08:00

If you want me to believe you ever again. Prove it to me then. Talking can help, but it is 2/10 of it. the rest of the 8/10 is by actions. You can use 2/10 of it to make a person believe that you have changed, but when the times goes, the real truth will need actions to prove them.

Changing is not just or temporarily 2 to 3 weeks. What do I mean by change is really change for the sake of being better and showering love(Cherish, care, warmth) to the person you love and not after 3 weeks being back to how you used to.

Making a person believing in you again CANNOT ever be done if you consistantly lie to that person. After all that person is a human. How will she feel? You just don't know. Inside her she's feeling that the person she love lied to her and treated her like an idiot who is easily deceived.

Sometimes I really understand. Does telling me the truth kill you? I not then why don't you have some honesty and be frank with me?

It's a new year but why am I crying and feeling so down right now? ='( ='(

2009-01-29T02:49:00.005+08:00

It's a new year but why am I crying and feeling so down right now? ='( ='(

Sigh. I really wonder.

Will you die by being honest to me?

Why everytime need to lie to me? Why need to hide things from me?

Can you be more truthful? Will it die?

Are you really serious with me? -I really wonder(cos if you are, you wouldn't even lie to me)

What do you want? You asked for a chance yet you always lie to me. Yet you don't wanna be frank with me. Will it kill to be honest? Why have to lie? Everytime you said that you will change, you promised me you will not lie to me anymore, but you still did. You liar.

Perhaps I shouldn't

2009-01-22T01:35:00.001+08:00

All these makes me feel like a fool.

I shouldn't have believe.

I don't know

2009-01-20T12:42:00.002+08:00

All these seems so complicated and confusing to me.

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i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know
i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know
i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know

I never thought that you will do this to me

2009-01-19T02:51:00.003+08:00

I am utterly disappointed.
I never thought that you will do this to me, but you did.

Let me tell you something, Zi Shi Bao Bu Zhu Huo De(when the fire comes, the paper will burn).
You can hide things from me for a while, but doesn't mean that you can hide forever.

You knew the consequences yet you still do it.

I guess "that" is what you want.
"that" refers to the consequences.

And you have chosen "that thing" over me.

I saw your true colors

Small things counts

2009-01-11T03:52:00.005+08:00

I appreciate some things that you did too. Small things counts. To me, things like a care or trying to make me happy counts too. (:

So many things that I wanna say

2009-01-11T00:48:00.004+08:00

There are so many things i wanna say but i just can’t put them into words.

So many things happened.

All the joy and sorrows, thanks for sharing them with me. Thanks for being there when I need you, thanks for caring when I'm feeling down, thanks for listening to my ranting, thanks for helping when I needed help, thanks for walking down the path with me these few years.

- I'm sorry about what happened on Friday.

Happy new year everyone! =)

2008-12-30T00:10:00.005+08:00

It's 2009. Happy new year to everyone!

2009 is definately a better year for all of us. =]

Suddenly I feel lost for words. I feel so speechless. So confused. So.. a feeling that no words could describe.

Some random updates(:

2008-12-21T02:59:00.002+08:00

='/

2008-12-18T03:45:00.001+08:00

My mood now is so damm..... @$$#%$#@$

I hate all these. ='/

Why?.. Why?...

Why... ='/

2008-12-18T03:44:00.001+08:00

I'm confused. Totally confused. Sigh.

Why... ='/

I really wonder

2008-12-08T13:19:00.000+08:00

Is this going to be the end?

I really wonder..

Nothing is too late

2008-12-08T13:03:00.001+08:00

Nothing is too late till you had tried your very best.

Perseverance is a key to success. (:

Fion-The-Girl™

xD

2008-12-05T15:55:00.003+08:00

I have so many things to update, but I just dun seems to have the time to update. =(

Sad and confused deep inside me.. =/

2008-12-04T15:52:00.002+08:00

Fate let us know each other, but things turn out to be different.

I really dunno. I'm confused. Truly confused and sad.

Some random pictures..

2008-11-30T01:19:00.001+08:00

说好的幸福呢

2008-11-30T01:17:00.001+08:00

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Friends

2008-11-25T17:13:00.004+08:00

Tears rolled down my face...

2008-11-21T16:57:00.000+08:00

I cried at Yishun long john silvers yesterday.

I didn’t expect that I will cry. But everything made me really sad. I seems angry but actually I was sad. Everything was bottled inside me till I just exploded.

Sorry pr. I really wasn’t in a good mood. I didn’t mean to be like this. But I thank you for trying to help. I appreciated it. At that point in time inside my mind everything came rushing to me, too many things on my mind, I didn’t know what to do either, all I now was I have to get everything settled.

I am a person who doesn’t like to keep dragging things. I don’t like to “deli dali”, especially if it is important stuffs. I’m a person who will be serious when I have to be serious regardless if I’m doing serious stuffs or talking about serious stuffs.

But now I'm alright le(:

Does he truly love you?

2008-11-20T14:51:00.000+08:00

How to know if you truly love someone or someone truly love you?

If a person truly love you and he loves you a lot…

HE WILL ….

1)He will be willing to sacrifice everything just to be with you.

2)He will do everything he can just to make you smile.

3)He will care for you like he never care so much before.

4)He will share your burden with you regardless of ups or downs.

5)He will keep his promises.

6)He will respect you.

7)He will give in to you instead of asking you to give in to him.

8)He will do all he can to find out what is wrong when you are sad or angry.

And he WILL NOT…

9)He will never leave you alone when you are in trouble.

10)He will never leave you alone when you are sick.

11)He will not let you wait for him and instead he will wait for you.

12)He will not mind how you look or how you dress cause he will love you for whoever you are.

13)He will not hurt you physically.

14)He will not purposely flirt around to make you angry or jealous or make you have insecurities.

15)He will not lie to you.

16)He will not say nasty words to you.